Why so many blogs?

As you may have noticed, I have had many blogs throughout my life. When I was little, I may have been hoping for fame. I wished to be a famous author, a popular blogger, and an amazing YouTuber. But now things have changed. Of course I would not mind being famous, but that's not what I'm subconsciously trying to achieve. I want to reach people. I want to tug at peoples heartstrings and have the ability to make them laugh and smile and cry. I want the ability to have these people that I can talk to, and be able to change something. When I was little I wanted to be an attention hog really, but now i just want to make a difference in someone. Just 1 .

I write motivational crap at 2 AM

Its days like these that I want to escape. You may ask “Where to?” but I couldn’t tell you. Anywhere away from my average life, that I am very grateful for by the way, I just want to go somewhere else for a day. A week of escaping. An adventure until the adventure slowly fades into normal life. I need a Peter Pan to show up in my window, and whisk me away to neverland. Just anywhere other than here in my cave of boredom and regularity. Day by day things are the same, and as much as I love organization, this is too little living. My soul has the capacity to be filled with exciting adventures and experiences, yet it is only holding a schedule, which I live by. It feels as if I’m barely living, when I compare my life to what goes on in movies, or on pages. I’m waiting for my adventure, but my life can’t be full of waiting. I am choosing to not wait for my adventure, but create it, and if that fails, I still won’t wait for my adventure, I’ll live until my adventure. Waiting takes up so much time that you could be happily living. Don’t wait, LIVE. Waiting won’t make your adventure come any faster, and sometimes, you can get so tangled up in the process of waiting, you forget what you’re waiting for, and that you may already have it.

Productivity

  For a long time, I've done nothing with my life I know I'm very young to be saying that, but I'm not kidding. Nothing exciting has happened, I haven't majorly helped anyone, or changed anything, and I'm determined to do just that. I always make plans for the future, but I never follow through. This is why my friend and I are going to both try to do one productive thing a day. Honestly, I'm already slacking, but I think its a good idea to help me put together the puzzle of life. So I'm going to try to say what I do each day, but I highly doubt I will. If I do a painting, I'll post it, If I knit, I'll say what I'm knitting. I probably will slack a lot because school, but I'm going to try, and I encourage you to try also. I doubt anyone will read this, but if you do, try this out! You can also do other things like 3 kind things a day, or other things that can improve your personality, or just generally make you feel like you aren't wasting your life. It's the only life you have. Please don't waste it.

Past Blogs

               I've had so many past blogs,  Of course they have all been absolutely ridiculous, but I have had blogs.

   It started with a blog about rocks and shells, from my years of being obsessed with science (My dad created that blog for me) From there it started. I next thought it would be a good idea to create a blog for me to post my stories on, which you can still view here. 

   After that blog (Yes there is more) I created a blog called "The random monkey". It is so embarrassing to scroll through now. I don't even know what I was thinking. I guess I was having some sort of "random phase". I'm not linking that one, but if you happen to run across it, I'm sorry.

   So now I'm here. And I know in a while I will look at this and be quite embarrassed of whatever I will post, but. I guess it will be a laugh. I'll try to post anything I'm into, DIYs I found on Pinterest, or things I'm trying. Maybe a favorites post every month, if I keep up with it. So I'm going to try with this blog, but dont be surprised if I go months without posting, I probably will, knowing me, but. I'll try to keep updated.

Sofia